humph.... i`m so missing you...

sigh... sigh.. sigh..

i know it`s not gud to start a day with sighing but then.. that`s what i feel.. feeling that makes me sighing... haha..wat a pity...

missing someone but hesitate to tell.. wanna tell but i`m too afraid to speak it out... i dun tell anything then i feel sad...
but i know sometimes it`s good to keep the feeling for myself... i`m afraid to tell it.. i dun want that person feels burdensome. or i just protect myself of getting hurt.. i do not know.. i dun want that person feels disturbed cuz maybe it is just me who have this kind of feeling..
am i selfish?

thinking of that person..the memory that stuck in my head.. uhm,.... it is funny... it makes me smile to myself..

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one of my friends said to me i`m lucky i can get closer to that person.. person whom i want to be with... can talk... have a joke together.. eating together... do something together... being together even for a while... time does not matter but the quality of it...
Am i that lucky? am i ?

when i think about it again, yes.. i`m lucky... i am that lucky.. that i can talk to that person.. do something together.. i`m happy... i dun know the feeling of that person.. happy or just nothing... but i must say `thank you` for everything... ^^

wat my friend said is true.. i need to see from different point of view. i still need time to learn to do the right thing when i`m with that person.. but i`m happy to have time together.. beside all the troubles i have, the moment that stuck in my head makes me happy... i`ll keep the moment to myself...

``You make it easier when life gets hard ``...

Lucky? maybe it is the theme song ..






regards,

Estee ^^v